The blood test is negative. I'm not pregnant. There is no way they've made a mistake. My baby boy (yes, we know it was a boy because of the genetic test) just didn't want to stick around this time.
At least we know I still have some good eggs in there. I'm willing to try again, but only if the insurance ends up covering the genetic testing. If they don't, we're finished because we just don't have $5000 to lay down on the table again. I'm pretty sure they will cover it - 90% anyway. But meanwhile I'm hating sitting here waiting for the insurance company to piss. Waiting for them means losing the January cycle and probably the March cycle too. So we're looking at June probably. I'll be going on the Nuvaring as soon as I get AF (probably Monday) so my system stays regulated so we don't have to jump thru that herdle (or is it hurdle?) again.
I'm okay. Disappointed and a little sad, but okay. I might have a meltdown later when I have Steve to hold me thru the sobbing.
About Me
- Terri
- I am the mother of my sweet daughter, Stefanie, wife to my wonderful husband Steve, and mom to 2 adorable angel fur-babies, Precious and Ellie. Both of our Doberman Pinschers have passed to the Rainbow Bridge. I am a disabled veteran of the United States Air Force. I am a domestic abuse survivor. We are hoping to adopt a child from the foster system. I am also a HUGE Star Wars fan. How's that for an eclectic collection?
4 comments:
Terri,
HUGE BIG HUGS! I still have faith that your time will come, and you are always in my prayers.
Just got your message. I'm so sorry. If you need anything give me a call.
:( Sorry he didn't take, maybe next time.
Terri,
I am sorry I didn't call you back...I did get your message on Friday. Glad you are doing ok! Lots of Hugs!
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